I don't really know what to say here. I had a horrible Monday. It started bad and went downhill from there. I won't bore you with all the details, just trust me...it sucked. Today is Tuesday. Should be better, but I am already getting frustrated. It started super early and is still progressing.
What is the deal here?
I either want to put my head down and get to work - or - go grab some beers and a fat cigar and say,
"Forget about it."
I wouldn't actually say 'forget about it' but you can fill in your own blanks.
I remember, back-in-the-day, when I had a real job. You know, the kind that came with a place to go every day and a boss and a paycheck on Friday? Well, back-in-the-day, on the occasional Friday, I would feel the need to blow off some steam. Just kick back, let loose, and forget about the realities of the world.
I sort of miss those days.
Today, I don't have a real job. I stay at home. I do whatever I want - or - don't want, and it is nice. The pay isn't bad, but it does have it's draw backs. For instance, when I am having a bad day, no one cares.
And you should know that I just went on a giant rant about all the people in my world. Then, deleted it! Sorry. I can't seem to make myself air my dirty laundry here. I want to. I want to real bad, but I can't do it. They don't deserve it, and it wouldn't really do me any good.
So - The question becomes,
"Am I going to look at my glass as half empty or half full?"
Today it is going to be a toss up. I am going to strive for half full, but make no promises. The facts are:
Beer and Cigars make me feel bad.
Putting my head down and getting to work should yield something by the end of the day.